Downward Spiral, Desperation or New Leaf?

It a moment of self despair, I attempted to join eHarmony.com. Notice I say attempted. Which is all it was. A futile attempt. All that wasted time doing the assessment of who I am, what I want, where do I see myself in 5 years, and what I want out of a match. Sadly Captain Morgan Girl nor Hayden Panettiere were listed.

While I am not one to not want to socialize, even when I go out I am still shy. This makes meeting people hard. Not only does my history seem shady and I feel everyone is judging me, but I am just not that interesting.

So getting rejected by a dating site really was a low blow to the esteem.

Match.com doesn't care. They just want my money. And once I was a subscriber, they STILL wanted money. They try to get me to continue to join or upgrade my features.

Every. Single. Day.

But so far it hasn't been bad. A few winks and emails and I have found a few interesting prospects that I'd like to have drinks with and see if they match what they say. And that they match their pictures. It is called Match.com, right?

But if that's a highlight, then the rest of the week has sucked. Stock Market: sucks. Job search: sucks. Roommate hunt: sucks.

One out of four ain't bad.

Let's see if I can win a few SNG's on Stars or FTP this weekend and maybe I can buy a lady a drink!