Tilt is ghey...Warning... negative, depressing post...

Anger management might be in store for my future. God knows poker isn't. After losing most of my roll online on my massive tilt-fests, our fucking government seized the remianing funds and one outters and coinflips ended my last hobby.

No one wants a bat beat story, but ever since my Aces (pokertracker had AA once in 379 hands and Kings once in 541) got cracked by a one outter, I just assumed I am not lucky. Well, just told myself that once again. I am ready to move on. Fuck poker. Fuck porn.

I need some ideas. I am sick of getting naked and dealing with the porn industry. Hell, I ain't getting laid in my personal life so I won't miss it much. I need a career. I need to just say fuck whatever I am doing and move on. Sad thing is, I don't want to deal with people. I like my sheltered lonely life to an extent, but the path is plain and leads no where.

What's a college dropout with nothing but management experience do? Suggestions? Ideas? Welfare checks? Ideas and comments welcome!

Well, until I hit Las Vegas and a craps table, good luck on the felt while I find something to punch.